Got a new pair of shoes for grad today. They’re red silk and I’m wearing a black dress that I already own. My ass is too broke to afford some other dress that I’d probably only wear once. Plus this dress is gonna be covered by the grad gown for the most part anyway so IDGAF.
Ahh shit and they’re heels which I can’t walk in to save my life. They’re not even that high, I just hate wearing heels and never really try to. I pretty much wear flats to every formal event then my mom gets pissed at me so I decided I might as well for my grad.. probably the first and last time I’ve worn/will wear heels for a while.
Blahh I’m gonna trip on the stage when I accept my diploma, I know it.
Then I’ll cry when I don’t get my honour’s sash while everyone else does.
The last clue to the secret show tonight is that it’s 19+. Nuuuuu. Whateva, I still have my fake ID, but I doubt it’ll work. And the location is still not revealed! wtf! I do not enjoy being teased like this :(
So I can finally clean it out and add new music to my itunes. It’s been months and I am dying! Ughh, shitty computer that never works! When am I getting a laptop?
and I have to work 12-9. Blahh this 9 hour shift will not be fun. I’d rather be at home eating millions of mini eggs. And apparently Easter Sunday is not considered a holiday so I don’t get paid time and a half. Gay. Whatever at least I get money, which I’m in desperate need of right now cause I’m in so much debt. End of stupid/annoying complaint.
your statuses about getting accepted to whatever school is blowing up my newsfeed on facebook. I HATE not being able to have the chance of getting an early acceptance letter for the programs i applied for. It’s not fair that I have to wait all the way til May to find out :(
I’m so scared I’m not gonna get accepted anywhere!
osjdaoduad;;! why is art so competitive!!
and i’m soo scared i’m not gonna get accepted.
first i had the drawing test where they made us draw 3 things 2 specific things and the last one the instructor said draw “a staircase to the future” and everyone was like wtff?? they gave us 4 minutes for the first drawing and 5 for the next then 15 for the staircase and i was freaking out because i didn’t even finish! 4 minutes doesn’t even give you time for an outline okay! and the guy had a strong french accent no one could understand him
second part was the written test.. i think i did alright on that
third was the section was the interview where i was interview by 3 people :|
the main guy interviewing me was an old man. he was pretty nice and sarcastic, but then sometimes he got all serious and it scared me. i think i did really well in the beginning, but then they asked me “if we only had one spot left for an interior designer, what would make us choose you. what makes you stand out from the others applying?” and i REALLY didn’t know how to answer this omg. I THINK I FAILED OMG :’(
no post-secondary education for me next year..
